About · sexuality

Sprouting a life

I haven't written a post in ages and why I honestly don't know. I need to write my brain is everywhere, it's a mess! I have never felt this urge before so strong, the urge to change my life change everything about me. Start fresh its true that every 7 years you change, and between… Continue reading Sprouting a life


Fluid love

Gay, lesbian, straight, bisexual, pansexual, demisexual is just a few labels for people's sexual orientation, I identify as a bisexual lesbian, only because I've dated guys in the past otherwise I would identify as a full on lesbian. Are these a man-made description? Does sexual orientation really exist? Personally I feel that it does not… Continue reading Fluid love


Mirror Mirror

Mirror Mirror on the wall Please catch me before I fall My lungs fill with air but my heart is full of despair I recognize the reflection in you I feel a connection that is so true looking at you burns so deep Leaving me in a crumpled heap My soul is going to the slaughter… Continue reading Mirror Mirror

poems · sexuality

One day

One day One day I will be free One day I will feel true happiness One day life will be great One day I'll stop lying One day life will be sunny One day the chains will be cut One day nothing will matter One day One day my life will begin One day I… Continue reading One day


You can win, I did

As I sit here now drinking my cold coffee (dog distracted me)  sat in front of my computer thinking what on earth can I write. I need to write It's the only thing that stops  my brain blowing things out of proportion and helps evaluate tough situations, that one can not sort out from the… Continue reading You can win, I did


Be proud Be you

This post will take references from my last one check it out before you read this one I ended my last post saying " I'm not straight but I'm not ready to admit that I am gay yet." and im sat here thinking didn't I just admit that I'm gay, and at that time not… Continue reading Be proud Be you


Sexuality in shoes

  All my previous straight relationships, didn't fit me. Its like shoe shopping you see a cute pair of shoes from a distance they are perfect, you go to try them on and they don't fit to small, but you try to squeeze into them, but no matter how hard you try they wont fit… Continue reading Sexuality in shoes